Chapter 6-Super Girl
Disclaimer & Summary : see chapter 1
Author’s note: In my fic AU, Xander didn’t marry Anya but they forgave each
other eventually and decided to wait with the wedding. I like Anya character
a lot and can’t accept that she and Xander won’t be together. Just doing
some wrongs that Joss did!
The song “Super Girl” from Reamonn
Warning: this chapter is totally Spuffy!!! You’ve been officially warned.
Everyone were there; Willow ,Xander, Anya and Tara . Buffy was surprised
to see Tara there but again maybe what Willow had to tell them was very important
that she had to be there, maybe she saw Angelus? Buffy feared that it was
so but when she saw her friend’s big smile she realized it wasn’t that.
Willow greeted her smiling “Ho Buffy, great you are here, Hi Dawnni and...Spike?”
Buffy began to say something but Spike interrupted her,
“Heard there are news so figures I should be here.” He knew it wasn’t the
right moment reviling their relationship. Buffy smiled her thank to him and
they all set around Willow.
“I wanted you all to be there because I wanted to tell you something.” She
smiled warmly at Tara who returned the smile.
“As you all know I was a bit of magic freak, loosing control and balance
with life and all.”
Anya sneered “you can say that again I was thinking more of Jerry Springer
lesbo final…”
“Anya” they all shouted at her.
“What? I just said what I think.”
“Not now.” Xander exclaimed.
“Fine.” She snapped.
Willow took long breath “Anyway, as I said before the rude interruption…I
spoke to Giles about it and on the summer vacation, next week, I will
go to England to meet with the council and maybe discussing my magic training.
Everyone were talking and saying their wow at the same time.
Buffy looked at her concerned and happy “Are you sure Will? I mean that is
the council we are talking about, Are you sure you wanna meet them?”
Willow smiled, easing the tense “yes, I am sure Buffy. I already spoke to
Giles. The council as we know it is more then merely Quentin and his members
there are plenty of section and departments, sort of like the F.B.I which
I am pretty sure I am not suppose to speak about….But the other thing is
that…Tara and me are back together.”
Buffy rushed to hug her and Tara, honestly happy for both of her friends.
Dawn was happy as well. By the look Xander gave her Willow knew he was truly
happy. Anya looked indifferent and Spike smiled a little.
“Good for you red.”
“Thank you.” She answered.
Buffy looked at the exchange words as if Spike was a good friend. Maybe telling
them won’t be such a bad idea. That was until Xander had to say something…
“Well, now that we know why we are hear and can get down to party I suggest
that dead boy number two will do the exit thingy.” He smiled, happy with
himself.
Buffy tensed , her glare at Xander could have sent him all the way to hell.
He looked at her amazed. Buffy looked as if…she was insulted, ha?
“Buff, what…”
“Shut up Xander.Just…SHUT…UP for once in your life!!! Spike is here to stay.
We slip together quit often and he is my boyfriend, lover, whatever you wish
to call him and…I give shit about what you think because I had enough of
you.”
She heard the song she so loved and offered her hand to Spike, he took it
willingly and went to dance.
You can tell by the way
She walks that she's my girl
“That was some speech you gave there, luv.”
She heard it in his tone. He gave her a way out. She looked at him confused
and utterly shocked, after all she had promised him he still gave her a way
out. She could still vanish him and go back to her friends and he will still
love her.
The tears forming in her eyes, mingle with deep pain.
She cupped his face with her gentle hands, the lights of the disco reflecting
rainbow colors of them both.
“My beautiful William, I will not let you go ever. You promised that you
will not leave me…you promised…”
“Shhh…” he smoothed her, his cold hand touching her soft bronze cheek, wiped
away her tears.
“I will never let you go, my Buffy…”
You can tell by the way she talks she rules the world
You can see in her eyes that no one is her Chi
She's my girl my Super girl
“Do you think they’ll hate me? I …I mean…after the way I treated them…”
“Naa, They’ll get over it. Good for red though…”
“Yes, she look so happy, actually everyone looks so happy…maybe I shouldn’t
tell them about Angelus, after all Willow is going to England with Tara and
I know that Xander and Anya are planning some trip to Europe or something.
Dawn will probably stay with dad so what’s good it is to tell them anyway?”
she leaned her head on his broad shoulder as they slowly danced to the song.
Spike felt sorry for her, for the first time, she was truly utterly alone.
Her friends and family were free to live their lives, to do as they pleas
but not his Buffy, no. She was anything but free. Sure. She was the chosen
one and all that bullshit but she was also human, frighten girl who suffered
tremendously and was entitle of her freedom that will probably never come.
And he knew that she wasn’t the all mighty slayer just because her strength,
strategy or the way she handle her life, she was all mighty because she gave
up her life for mankind , right, all the slayers did it, except for a slutty
dark one, he smirked, but Buffy gave beyond that she never gave up, she could
have told them the truth about Angelus and ask for their help but no, she
had to protect them , let them live their life while she has to deal alone
and she still had time to protect and defend her friends, always the comforting
one.
And then she'd say it's OK I got lost on the way
But I'm a Super girl and Super girls don't cry
And then she'd say its all right I got home late last night
But I'm a Super girl and Super girls just fly
“What are you thinking?” she looked at him with green- gold eyes, loving
and desperate.
“I was thinking that you are probably right, luv. No need to tell them. We
can handle it together.”
He held her close to him , his cold lips brushing lightly hers until it deepened
to a long passionate kiss.
The lights around them turned blue as he kept kissing her, favoring the taste
of Buffy Ann Summers.
And then she'd say that nothing can go wrong
When you're in love what can go wrong
And then she'd laugh the nighttime into the day
Pushing her fears further along
Back at the Scobies the arguing and bickering started the minute buffy left
to dance with Spike.
Xander was furious and betrayed, but what angered him more was that he seamed
to be the only one who felt that way.
“Will, don’t you care about Buffy?”
Willow moved uncomfortably in her seat, “I…it’s not that Xander. Yee, I am
surprised but I am happy for Buffy, I like Spike and he hasn’t been bad for
quit some time.”
“I second that.” Declare Dawn. She gave Xander her childish smile, trying
to sooth him but he was still very angry.
“I am not saying that Buffy is not entitle of happiness but this is Spike
we are talking about, God Will, this is a soulless vampire. It was bad enough
to see her with Angel…”
“Why?” Anya asked confused.
“Wha…” Xander looked at her, confused as she interrupted his line of thoughts.
She continued, disturbed, “why was it bad enough with Angel? He was good
right? Soul and all? He helped you all from the beginning?”
“Yes Anya he did but still…”
“What?” she snapped “I don’t understand you Xander, what? Why Angel was bad,
I…”
“Because Xander had a crush on Buffy” Dawn explained “See, he always wanted
to go out with her and seeing Angel, cute, gorgeous and all over Buffy he…”
“OK, Dawnster, she got it.” He looked nervous at his pissed of girl friend
which he didn’t forget was an ex- demon, vengeance demon, with hatred towards
man.
“I got it all right.” She stood up, anger forming in her eyes. “You still
love her, is that it? It’s always Buffy here and Buffy there, I WAS NEVER
ENOUGH FOR YOU!” she accused him between chocking tears.
“No…” he tried to comfort her “I love you. I care about Buffy as a friend
but I LOVE YOU.”
“I don’t believe you.” She continued, “maybe it wasn’t a good idea for us
to be together again.”
“No, Anya please, just…just listen to me.”
Dawn felt miserable , she didn’t mean to cause so much commotion and bickering
between Anya and Xander, not after they finally got back together.
“Guys” she begged “I am sorry, please don’t fight…we should stay together…”
Buffy moved to the music swinging her hips close to Spike, he could feel
her arousal.
“Why do you always make me feel like I’m a super girl even when I’m not feeling
like one?” She could feel him smiling, close to her face. It was true, though,
he made her feel stronger, like nothing can hold on her when they’re together.
“because you are my super girl.”
But I'm a Super girl and Super girls just fly
“Spike?”
“Mm?”
“I’m scared.”
He kissed her again, aching for her pain, holding her as if letting go meant
not having her forever.
Me too luv
“Spike…please…don’t tell anyone. I …I have to be strong for them…Dawn and
the others.”
He didn’t answer, just held her close as if letting go will mean loosing
her.
But I'm a Super girl and Super girls just fly
“It will be o.k luv, I promise you. I will not let him hurt you Buffy . I
will protect you.”
*I will do that till my last day of existence, I will fight my sire to eternity
to keep you safe even if that means letting you go, living your life without
me*.
A single tear escaped her eyes and dropped on his face, it chilled him and
he tightened his grip.
Then she'd shout down the line tell me she's got no more time
Cause she's a Super girl and Super girls don't cry
“Just hold me William. I want to pretend just for a second that we are just
William and Buffy, dancing at the Bronze. No vampires, no demons, no slayers,
just plain ‘ole us.”
“Fine by me luv.”
Then she'd scream in my face tell me to leave, leave this place
Cause she's a Super girl and Super girls just fly
She's a Super girl a Super girl
Anya looked at Dawn angry “there isn’t any US, Dawn. I don’t think we should
stay together. Willow is going anyway and Xander and I…well I am not so sure.”
“No” snapped Dawn, she swung her long black hair back, “You can’t go…Buffy
needs us, she will need all of us to fight him and fighting with each other…”
Xander interrupted her “Woww, please rewind kindly and do tell us what are
you talking about?”
Dawn was in mixed emotion, seeing Xander and Anya fighting, Willow and Tara
are leaving, they had to know. She didn’t had the same reasons as Buffy,
not that she was aware of them to say the least. She wasn’t the slayer, just
an ordinary fifteen year old girl who cares about her sister. She didn’t
had such reasons as fighting alone, protecting innocent people, being the
chosen one. Her inner sense told her to tell them, to fight together as a
team, as a family.
“He…he’s back…Angelus and he wants to kill Buffy…”
At that moment Buffy and Spike returned to the group to hear Dawn declaring
what Buffy tried to prevent them from knowing.
Everyone looked confused and scared, now they were quit worried , even Xander
was speechless .
Spike put a comforting hand on Buffy. She smiled at him and then looked at
the others, boy she will have to tell them after all.
She's sewing seed she's burning tree
She's sewing seed she's burning tree
She's a Super girl a Super girl
A Super girl my Super girl
